I meditated before breakfast the way I always do, but even while I was making coffee I felt tightness in my chest again. Was it anxiety or a chest cold? I don't know, but I decided to eat a whole cannabis edible instead of half of one the way I usually do. I haven't been eating these every day, and I hadn't touched one in months since boot camp, but sometimes now I'm finding I need it. I didn't exercise today. If doing an hour of cardio a day is wearing me out and adding to my stress, I should take a day off.

While going through Facebook I found out that one of my friends from high school had gotten the coronavirus. I was at least a week behind in hearing about the story. She had just returned from a week long stay at a hospital and Facebook friends were heaping love on her timeline. Dawn and I went to Redlands High School together, but we didn't know each other very well back then, which is a shame because she's a very sweet person. I've gotten to know her on Facebook over the years and I've seen her a few times at high school reunions. She bakes cupcakes for a living, or at least she used to. I sent her a private message and she sent me PM's telling me the whole story. She's recovering at home now. I sent her a funny dog picture to make her feel better.
The highlight of the evening was a movie from 2017,
Logan Lucky, which is a very funny Soderbergh film that's been on my movie list a long time. At one point I was howling with laughter at the joke about the way the prisoners were complaining about how the prison library didn't have two books by G.R.R. Martin that they wanted to read,
The Winds of Winter and
A Dream of Spring. It's 2020 and Martin
still hasn't finished those books! After the movie I opened this blog so I could put in another post but I found that most of the content for Friday's post was gone. I had to redo it from memory. I'm not sure how that happened, but it's another sign of what a difficult time I'm having. It's seems to take longer to do everything, even though I'm not working or doing very much.
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